So yeah, this is another post about Eric. I’m done.. I grabbed the laptop again today & i logged onto facebook. The first thing i see is, “Eric is in a relationship with ***” LIKE REALLY? ARE YOU SERIOUS? fuck you :( I mean, im not mad.. well kinda, ugh. Idk, im so hurt.. But i messaged him this,
Really Eric? Do you ever plan on telling her you cheated on her..? When like 4 days ago, you told me she treats you like shit & you told me you love me a lot still & that she dont treat you like i do. You were telling me how much you miss me & love me& stuff.. I guess you didnt mean it huh. Damn, i shoulda seen it coming. But its all good though. I just hope for the best for you.
Sooo yeaaah, thats what i told him. Then he was like, Jessica why are you getting mad at me?
WHY AM I GETTING MAD AT YOU?!?! WHYYYY?! REALLY? DID YOU SERIOUSLY JUST ASK ME THAT? UHHH MAYBE, JUST MAYBE, BECAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU! :(
But i replied saying, I’m not mad lol.
Blahh, you guys.. I dont know what to do anymore /: I literally have no friends. Honestly, im so scared for school to start, cause this year i get to start off with no friends. I feel like such a dumbass. So worthless. Like wtf am i supposed to do with myself now? I’m sorry guys.. Sorry that im always writing my problems & shit that happens to me. Its just that, i have no one else to tell it to. I have no friends & nobody who i can go to & it sucks /:
Buuuuut, life goes on right? The only thing i can do is move on. He’s hurt me waaay too much already. & because of him, i lost all of my parents trust.. But oh well, shit happens. :|